To people who lowkey care,
I don't know how to say this... but I'm going to keep it simple.
Why? You may ask. Personal reasons.
Well, I'm not Charybdis, so I will not expose anyone. But here's why I'm retiring.
Honestly, these past few weeks, have been the worst experience for me at SNG.
But the good news is that I recently got a dog. Siberian Husky. Name's Dugo. ( Thanks to all for criticizing me for naming him that, you truly are an amazing person :^) )
So that meant I have no time for CSGO. I couldn't even get on the servers at all for the last two weeks. (Or barely)
In addition, I also want to start studying/doing homework and spend a little less time on the computer.
Secondly, it's so easy for something to become so humdrum. Deathrun has become so boring to me, thus one of the reasons why I want to retire. I have always wanted to switch to TTT, but super admin positions were full and I had to stay on the server I didn't even enjoy being in. Now I'm going to indirect someone for something. What made it worst for me was when some people kept bringing it up. YES, I KNOW I CAN'T SWITCH. THERE'S NO NEED TO PATRONIZE ME. I'm not stupid, and having to act completely condescended to me is just absolutely distasteful. Thanks for the great words, it really made me feel better about being a super admin.
Furthermore, there are so many rude people in this community it's ridiculous. I know it may be a joke sometimes, but it's not funny when it happens all the time. Every time I'm on TeamSpeak, there's always someone who has to ruin my vibe by saying some disrespectful shit. I've met so many friends, real and fake ones. I've unfriended all the ones who don't even talk to me at all (Don't be offended if I unadded you) I've learned who my real friends are. I'm thankful for those who've stuck with me. So here's a shoutout to all my friends I genuinely enjoyed being around. :^)
Not in order.
and yeah that's about it, LOL
If you aren't mentioned, welcome to your tape. Jk, but here's what I have to say.
I'm sorry that we drifted away. I really thought I could be close friends with you. Thank you for everything, seriously. Thank you for the recommendation, for paying my first month of admin, for being chill most of the times, and for advising me great things.
Thanks for being easygoing all the time. You're someone I can talk to when I want to say something. Even though we aren't so close, thanks for being there for me.
Well, I don't know how to say this but you never really talk to me. Every time I try talking to you, it usually ends up with me being completely ignored. But that's okay I guess. I really enjoyed all the fun times we had together whether it was the comic book reading, Town of Salem, Cards Against Humanity, or Karaoke. Thanks for all those fun times.
I want to mention some other people, but I'm afraid it might come out as offensive or rude.
Anyway, that's really it. I'm not dying, so you don't have to comment down below something like "Oh I'm going to miss you!" I really don't care lol, no offense. But if you really want to stay in contact with me, I have social media. My snapchat and instagram are both @seanquach , just make sure to tell me who you are or I won't accept you. If you're a weeb like @Sleepy and you don't have social media, find me on my discord. I'll be on there usually all the time. It's not a csgo community or anything, as I've been told by Pedro I may get perm'd by creating one. Creating one is too much work anyway, so I'll stick to "chilling with my friends on discord." I'll be there. and here's the link if you ever want to talk to me: https://discord.gg/kA4rvX8
Ultimately, I just want to say thank you for a great 10 months. It's been a blast. I might hop on servers occasionally but I can't be a part of this community anymore, sorry. Love you all.
le JonOnTheRadio <3