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Diam0ndz

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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from proobs for a status update, Congrats on dev, glad to work with you more closely now   
    Congrats on dev, glad to work with you more closely now
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from B0xerZ for a status update, happy birthday   
    happy birthday
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from lymbo for a status update, Is drink time :)   
    Is drink time :)
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    Diam0ndz reacted to Warden Flamewater for a status update, For the next two days for Warden: Time Warpers: Get progress towards the final chapte   
    For the next two days for Warden:
    Time Warpers: Get progress towards the final chapter of the Warden Campaign. (This is a lengthy challenge) The Crew 2: Last day of "Past vs Present" summit, still ranked Platinum as of this status update. (This ends tomorrow, 7PM PDT) CS:GO SDK - Try to finish 2FortSniper by Wednesday (no guarantee) CS:GO - Watch for any troublemakers on JB/TTT/KZ/MG. (especially after last night's ban wave I had to issue lol) Other: Math balancing in Summer Showdown 2019 Other: Purchase GMod Server for 2nd Anniversary.
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    Diam0ndz reacted to SPHHAX for a status update, edgy   
    edgy
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    Diam0ndz reacted to as' for a status update, hey ur fat. @ george @ Diam0ndz   
    hey ur fat.
    @george
    @ Diam0ndz
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from 7   for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Jensyl for a status update, Happy birfdai   
    Happy birfdai
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    Diam0ndz reacted to August for a status update, today I begin forums ctbans app   
    today I begin forums ctbans app 
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    Diam0ndz reacted to tyler lol for a status update, i miss deathrun   
    i miss deathrun
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from M17 for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Sunless for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Trumpet for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from redderfry for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Noodlesssss for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz reacted to Warden Flamewater for a status update, congrats, you've done so much for the server, you deserved it   
    congrats, you've done so much for the server, you deserved it
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Warden Flamewater for a status update, So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)   
    So yeah I am also green man now, i moved away from orange. :)
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    Diam0ndz reacted to fearz for a status update,   
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Voids for a status update, Happy bday my dude! Please come back.   
    Happy bday my dude! Please come back.  
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Extacy for a status update, Congrats gamer   
    Congrats gamer
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    Diam0ndz reacted to Warden Flamewater for a status update, Last year's Summer Showdown was boring and dull. This year's will be late (August 24-   
    Last year's Summer Showdown was boring and dull.
    This year's will be late (August 24-31) and will be way more interesting then last years.
    How so? Wait and find out...
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Rain for a status update, Ooooooooo! Happy Bday!   
    Ooooooooo! Happy Bday! 
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    Diam0ndz got a reaction from Warden Flamewater for a status update, Happy early birthday my dude. Hope it's a great one.   
    Happy early birthday my dude. Hope it's a great one.
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    Diam0ndz reacted to wooper for a status update, Just want to vent a little. You can ignore this if you want, not a real status update   
    Just want to vent a little. You can ignore this if you want, not a real status update. Just putting my thoughts into writing, to look back on and think about for myself every so often to try to clear my head.

    My relationship sucks, and it's not worth me getting paranoid about every little thing that goes wrong anymore. Every text, message, call; it eats away at me and I'm sick of it. Misunderstandings, poor communication between problems, not being able to solve problems, I can't do everything and I don't want to deal with it anymore. I want things to be easy, and I can't fix every problem, I can't fix how either of us feels, and I can't fix what either of us does or how we communicate what we do. All I can do is sit there and be supportive, be along for the ride until it stops. Whenever we hang out I feel nothing but joy and I have a lot of fun. Any other time, however, texting, calling, messaging, even thinking about her I get only bad feelings. I want to put all my random feelings of guilt, pressure, anxiety, confusion and worry off to the side whenever I talk and not have them constantly eat away at me in the back of my mind. I don't like having to act like I don't have any problems, act like I'm okay with every decision that she makes, but that's what I have to do, that's all I can do. I have to keep dealing with it, ignore my negative emotions, put on a fake smile and have fake fun because no matter how I see it, I don't want to lose her, she's one of my best friends and I don't want to drop her because of what feelings I get that can only be solved by getting rid of her from the picture. That fear of losing out on having her around is worse than any of those other feelings, and at this point, I don't know what to do. I like it when we do hang out, but the constant bombardment of negative thoughts whenever we aren't is becoming too much. I know this relationship won't work and that it's becoming draining on me, but I don't want it to end.
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    Diam0ndz reacted to Extacy for a status update,   
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