-rep, pretty obvious as to why I think you should not get admin. Ever since you got demoted you have told us time and time again that you are bettering yourself and getting into a better state of mind which for a while seemed to be true. After reading discord chat for the past 2-3 days and your responses it has shown me that really nothing has changed. I have a STRONG feeling that if you were to get admin again you would punish people for the smallest things that irritate you. We want our admins to be less strict and provide a more fun and banter like enviroment. This is something I believe you cannot at this moment in time achieve.
I wish you the best of luck I really do.