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Warden Frostwater

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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Noelle for a status update, Cat in our plant box.   
    Cat in our plant box.
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    Warden Frostwater got a reaction from Noelle for a status update, Happy birthday Rain/Noelle. You be safe, you hear?!   
    Happy birthday Rain/Noelle.
    You be safe, you hear?!
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    Warden Frostwater got a reaction from Rage for a status update, Happy birthday m8. Have a good one.   
    Happy birthday m8.
    Have a good one.
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Toko for a status update, happy late bd   
    happy late bd
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Lemons for a status update, Happy Bday Bud   
    Happy Bday Bud
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to lil jack for a status update, Happy Bday   
    Happy Bday
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Zarn for a status update, happy bday   
    happy bday 
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Aiden for a status update, hbd   
    hbd
     
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Blueberry for a status update, Happy birthday   
    Happy birthday
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to redderfry for a status update, happy bday warden!   
    happy bday warden!
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Noelle for a status update, Happy Birthday Warden!   
    Happy Birthday Warden! 
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Extacy for a status update, Happy Birthday!   
    Happy Birthday!
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to ayu for a status update, Happy Birthday bro Have fun   
    Happy Birthday bro
    Have fun
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Jensyl for a status update, merry birthmas   
    merry birthmas
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to wooper for a status update, Just want to vent a little. You can ignore this if you want, not a real status update   
    Just want to vent a little. You can ignore this if you want, not a real status update. Just putting my thoughts into writing, to look back on and think about for myself every so often to try to clear my head.

    My relationship sucks, and it's not worth me getting paranoid about every little thing that goes wrong anymore. Every text, message, call; it eats away at me and I'm sick of it. Misunderstandings, poor communication between problems, not being able to solve problems, I can't do everything and I don't want to deal with it anymore. I want things to be easy, and I can't fix every problem, I can't fix how either of us feels, and I can't fix what either of us does or how we communicate what we do. All I can do is sit there and be supportive, be along for the ride until it stops. Whenever we hang out I feel nothing but joy and I have a lot of fun. Any other time, however, texting, calling, messaging, even thinking about her I get only bad feelings. I want to put all my random feelings of guilt, pressure, anxiety, confusion and worry off to the side whenever I talk and not have them constantly eat away at me in the back of my mind. I don't like having to act like I don't have any problems, act like I'm okay with every decision that she makes, but that's what I have to do, that's all I can do. I have to keep dealing with it, ignore my negative emotions, put on a fake smile and have fake fun because no matter how I see it, I don't want to lose her, she's one of my best friends and I don't want to drop her because of what feelings I get that can only be solved by getting rid of her from the picture. That fear of losing out on having her around is worse than any of those other feelings, and at this point, I don't know what to do. I like it when we do hang out, but the constant bombardment of negative thoughts whenever we aren't is becoming too much. I know this relationship won't work and that it's becoming draining on me, but I don't want it to end.
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to MERICA for a status update, Happy Birthday Brother YEE YEE   
    Happy Birthday Brother YEE YEE  
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Diam0ndz for a status update, Happy early birthday my dude. Hope it's a great one.   
    Happy early birthday my dude. Hope it's a great one.
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    Warden Frostwater got a reaction from Zarn for a status update, At least people now are acknowledging it. I will too - happy birthday   
    At least people now are acknowledging it.
    I will too - happy birthday
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    Warden Frostwater got a reaction from Extacy for a status update, Pretty shocked nobody wished you an early birthday yet.   
    Pretty shocked nobody wished you an early birthday yet.
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Noelle for a status update, Will be away for over 2wks. Leave any messages on Discord at Noelle#0920. Otherwise,   
    Will be away for over 2wks. Leave any messages on Discord at Noelle#0920. Otherwise,
    Adieu.
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    Warden Frostwater got a reaction from Earthling for a status update, I do not want the Pats to win next Sunday's playoff game. They need to go home! Let's   
    I do not want the Pats to win next Sunday's playoff game. They need to go home!
    Let's do this, Chargers.
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    Warden Frostwater got a reaction from SSAO for a status update, I do not want the Pats to win next Sunday's playoff game. They need to go home! Let's   
    I do not want the Pats to win next Sunday's playoff game. They need to go home!
    Let's do this, Chargers.
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Zurr for a status update, can the bears get a fucking break. omfg   
    can the bears get a fucking break. omfg
     
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to 색욕 fountain for a status update, Ligma   
    Ligma
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    Warden Frostwater reacted to Rage for a status update, Taking a little break to reflect on my year and work on my attitude. I'll probs strea   
    Taking a little break to reflect on my year and work on my attitude. I'll probs stream a bit but im just gonna play games on my own time. cya soon yall
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